The Story Behind the Song #1- “Lilith”

December 3, 2014

My darkest song “Lilith” from “Tears for Lucifer” was primarily a love song for the dark goddess. However, it was also a written for a person whose influence on me was so powerful it threatened to derail my long-term relationship. Of course there is such a thing as wanting to be influenced. Yes…she was and most likely still is a dangerous fire sign.

“I have given something holy to a dog”

August 1, 2014

Learning. It’s all learning.

Recently I realised the wisdom of a comment which was essentially “I have given something holy to a dog”. I think it was Sivananda or some other Indian Yogi who uttered it. It has made me rethink giving Reiki initiations to people I don’t really know but who are nevertheless very keen to advance in Reiki. Of course Reiki energies bring out all sorts of hidden psychological complexes in order to heal them. However, I don’t have to put up with the bullshit of the recipients either and never will. So…from now on, caution is the watchword.

Matthew 7:6

King James Bible

Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you.

Blogging again…again.

June 9, 2014

Blogging Again

April 9, 2013

I don’t podcast as frequently as before. I haven’t blogged for 4 years. Why back to podcasting and blogging now? Inspiration from a band that has moved me spiritually is the reason for the return and that band is The Cambodian Space Project. After seeing them live at KULCHA in Fremantle Western Australia on Easter weekend I entered a world I never knew existed…and it was completely unexpected and nourishing to the soul.

Check out the podcast with founding member Julien Poulsen. Imagec

Interview with Andrieh Vitimus

July 12, 2009

Hands On Chaos Magic

The latest episode of "The John McNair Show" features an interview with groundbreaking magician and author Andrieh Vitimus, an important new contributor to the world of esoterica.

Esoteric Meaning of Punch & Judy – Rosicrucian Lecture from Perth SRIA College

June 17, 2009

The SRIA Sanctum Testamentum College of Perth, Western Australia presented  a lecture on the esoteric meaning of Punch and Judy on 14th June and it was videoed. It has now been put up in 3 parts at Dailymotion

eso_punchAs far as I know this is the first time that an SRIA lecture has ever been put on the Net. I decided to do this because there remain many Blue Lodge Masons who are curious about the philosophical roots of the Craft but still don’t know where to go to find out more. I hope this lecture serves to stimulate thought on our fascinating origins.


June 3, 2009

The John McNair Show Podcast features Dee Hebert  in Part 3 of Special Edition 2.

Topics include:-

- definition of terms “transsexual” and “transgender”

- persecution of transgender persons

- New Hampshire Paganism

- Christian fundamentalist views

- origins of PaganFM! radio show

- Dee’s spiritual path

- discussion of Pagan podcasts/radio shows

- Christo-Paganism

- pros and cons of opening up Wicca

- political discussion of left and right

- gay Anglicans

- caring for Pagan elders



“The Pagan Activist”

The HIV/AIDS and HPV Issues – Manifestations of a Spiritual Conflict

July 28, 2008

The HIV/AIDS and HPV Issues – Manifestations of the Spiritual Conflict Between Evolutionary and Counter-Evolutionary Forces

As my next few podcasts will be with AIDS dissidents here is an esoteric perspective on this subject.

Spiritual evolution consists in raising human consciousness from its habitual fragmented state to an wholistic non-fragmented state. In the fragmented condition we perceive polar opposites interacting endlessly in a physical universe and in our personal psychological universe. This is the fragmented consciousness which sees ‘The Ten Thousand Things’ mentioned in Taoism. One who dwells continually in this state of being perceives and experiences the Hindu ‘Maya’ or Buddhist ‘Mara’, an illusory world dominated by the archetypal opposites; male and female, light and dark, good and evil. The ending of this illusory condition results in the direct perception of Objective Reality or ‘The Ground of Being’. It has been called ‘Nibbana’ by Buddhists, ‘Nirvana’ by Hindus or ‘Tao’ by Taoists.

How does this state come about? For a mystic the intense longing for unification with the Ultimate Reality leads his or her ego to become dissolved totally in a unitary experience with Divinity. The practising of various esoteric techniques also clears the way to allow union with Reality to take place. Of the many esoteric methods for bringing about the perception of Objective Reality, Magic, Yoga and meditation are the main methods employed.

That person who has achieved full union with Reality realises the ‘empty’ nature of existence but may nevertheless act as if the world is real and may do and say things which seem impossible for an ‘Enlightened’ being due to our limited understanding of their level of consciousness. Some examples of the behaviour of such a person may include swearing, criticising others or reprimanding them verbally or physically.

As most of us, however, are not enlightened beings, we are constantly subject to the archetypal opposites mentioned previously. Politically we have Left and Right philosophies, both with their good and bad points, just like the Taoist Taijitu symbol with a point of white in the black and a point of black in the white. Neither Left nor Right alone can provide a perfect political system and even various blends of the two never satisfy us for very long.

True spiritual growth is concerned with rising above the pairs of opposites. As the seeker moves along the esoteric path to unity he or she discovers the existence of two forces: one promoting spiritual evolution and one retarding it. The one promoting it can be recognised as an energy with a loving nature which seeks to benefit all, not just one individual and to unify consciousness. The retardant energy has a destructive nature and tries to benefit self and thereby fragment consciousness.

While we are strongly under the influence of the opposites, however, we are buffeted rudely by the effects of their interplay. A prime example of how we experience them is shown by the ‘Us and Them’ scenario. This plays out very much in the forms of ‘Mainstream Thinking v Independent Thinking’, ‘Haves and Have-Nots’, ‘Priestly Class v Congregation’ and ‘The AIDS Establishment v AIDS Dissidents ‘. Within these opposing groups we can recognise the forces promoting and retarding spiritual evolution although it is not always 100% clear-cut which is which.

The ‘Us and Them’ scenario portrays an assymetrical relationship between two groups with opposing views. Let us suppose that Group A has more members and more economic and political power than Group B. Let us also suppose that Group A enjoys a more prestigious position in society than Group B. This then creates a ‘Slave and Master’ situation to whatever degree in which Group B is not able to express itself with as much freedom as its dominant counterpart. It is exactly this predicament that AIDS Dissidents and opponents of vaccination against human papilloma virus find themselves in because they are Group B and the medical establishment plus most global citizens are Group A.

Possibly the strongest defining characteristic of the dominant group is its INABILITY TO FACE REALITY. Facing reality would mean it would have to change and if it changed it would lose its dominance and die. It is for this reason that people who comprise this group are instantly recognisable through their intense fear. It is actually fear of death and is their hallmark. It may take many forms but it is always fear. When people become fearful they lose emotional control and logic abandons them. This is precisely what we see when medical scientists are asked to provide material proof of the existence of HIV. This is exactly what we find when medical experts are asked to explain the negative effects of HPV vaccine Gardasil or are questioned about its efficacy.

This battle between mainstream thought and alternative thought is the battle between the evolutionary and counter-evolutionary spiritual forces, Osiris and Set, God and the Devil. One side seeks to contract, the other to expand. One promotes union with the greater, the other wants to parasitise its opposite. Though many ideals contained within the less dominant group reflect the nature of Divinity itself without the tension between the polar opposites we do not see sense in rising above them through the practise of spiritual disciplines. These disciplines, however, need to be carried out applying the best ideals of Group B whilst minimising the negative effects of Group A.

It is well to realise that even those who have risen above the opposites and “enjoy” the fruits of liberation still experience the duality of life and suffer life’s iniquities, in some instances even more so than those who are still not free. This was the point of the Buddhist reformer Nagarjuna whose Madhyamaka philosophy taught us that Nibbana is Samsara (ignorance or the world of duality) and Samsara is Nibbana.


May 15, 2008

I have already talked about the importance of light energy for spiritual development several times on this podcast show. During episode 3 of series one I vocalised two mantras which, when listened to with focus and attention, quickly cause light energy to pour into the aura of the listener. The OM mantra causes a generalised flooding of the aura whereas the IAO mantra specifically targets the solar plexus area which as a psychic centre represents an astral crossing point. At this crossing point matter becomes spirit and spirit becomes matter. The energy present in this centre can be geometrically represented by the hexagram. In fact the lesser banishing ritual of the hexagram from the Golden Dawn magickal system accesses this energy nicely. There are also other mantras which cause a strong influx of astral light. Two from the Hindu tradition are the famous Gayatri mantra and an invocation to the elephant god Ganesh. These are in fact very powerful and cause immediate changes in energy and physical circumstances for the person reciting them. Another mantra, this time from the Egyptian tradition is the N hieroglyphic which causes matter to dissolve into primal energy. It is usually symbolised by a waveform with approximately 5 to 7 peaks.

The effect of mantras on human consciousness must never be taken lightly. On one occasion a magickian I know forcefully recited the Gayatri mantra in his mother-in-law’s kitchen. Her refrigerator immediately broke down after ten or so years of faithful service. This is a prime example of mantra affecting consciousness which is not at all separable from the so-called “physical world”. In this instance, the old and outworn refrigerator was removed and was replaced very soon by a brand new one that the mother-in-law had to buy. It is a fundamental truth that there is only a spiritual universe, not a material and a spiritual universe. The Persian-Greek dichotomy of matter and spirit is a lie. If anyone ever literally believed that dichotomy to be true it indicates a profound state of ignorance. A magickian cannot successfully perform magick believing in two universes. His or her magick can only work in one universe. The Ganesh mantra I referred to earlier also has the effect of removing the old to make way for the new and in fact one of the names of Ganesh is “the remover of obstacles”. When this mantra is recited the consciousness perceives light with a cosmic dimension and experiences a sweet astral taste. A dizziness and buzzing may also be felt in the head, behind the nose and around the third eye centre.

As all of creation is formed from universal light energy light exists in an infinite variety of forms. The so-called archetypes such as Divine Mother, Divine Father, Satan or the Divine Saviour are fixed patterns of light energy. These patterns vary slightly from each other according to which pantheon they are drawn from. For example, when comparing the saviours Jesus and Buddha Jesus displays more of the compassion aspect than Buddha as he gave up his physical body in order to benefit humankind. He also promoted reliance on the Divine Father. Buddha, on the other hand, preached self-effort as a means to attaining spiritual salvation without any reliance on a Divine Father. Essentially though, both these figures are radiating the same “saviour energy”. The energies of all these archetypes can be found in the subtle bodies of human beings in the psychic centres. These centres are either the chakras or sephiroth of Eastern and Western magickal traditions respectively. In short, invoking the archetypes releases light energy from the psychic centres which they are related to. This then brings to consciousness previously unknown complexes and energies which are then equilibrated within the psyche. When this is done in a disciplined fashion as in Yoga the end result is the harmonious operation of all these centres at full power. That is, the Yogi attains his or her natural or divine state of being. However, nothing has been done to the “outside” world, only the consciousness of the practitioner has been changed. Paradoxically though, the outside world has been radically changed as it is literally a reflection of human consciousness or the “inside world” at any given time – no more and no less.

Creation is formed from light and the universe is a structure of interacting patterns of light. Magick can therefore be seen as the practice of causing one light pattern to affect another. For example in order to arouse sexual desire in a person it is only necessary to join or link the light energy pattern of the person with the light energy pattern of sexual arousal which traditionally in the western tradition is often Venus or Aphrodite though there are many others. This then creates an astral situation where both patterns affect each other but the one with more energy causes the greater effect on the other. as both patterns exist in the one universal light that universal light is also affected and this is where karma comes in. What happens to one light pattern affects all the others.

So how do we as spiritual students, magickians or just curious people manipulate these light energies in order to cause changes in the universe? There are already too many books and courses now commonly available on Yoga and Magick but they promote techniques which in time yield results. A short-cut method is to practise the Cloud Manipulation technique I discuss in “The Power of Magick Part 2″ which is one of the most powerful methods of Magickal development in existence. Another is to listen to the OM and IAO mantras previously mentioned.

Remember that we all have free will and no one can stop us working on the Path of Light, the Dark Path or both of them. We only need to be aware that whatever we do will affect the one universal light in some way. It’s our choice.

Book Review – “Forbidden Magic: A Druid Born” by Christina McCarthy

December 9, 2007


The immense popularity of the multi-genre Harry Potter book series has opened the door for authors writing on themes even tangentially related to the bespectacled hero and his exploits. One of these authors is Christina McCarthy, a Neo-Druid of Irish descent currently living in Pingelly, a small town in rural Western Australia. “Forbidden Magic: A Druid Born” (Fremantle Press) is the first in a series of 9 books recounting the adventures of 12 year old heroine Regan, an apprentice Druid living 2000 years ago in ancient Erin (Ireland). Whereas Harry Potter is often timid and cautious, Regan resembles more his feisty and fearless sidekick Hermione Granger. Whilst drawing on the eternal themes of The Quest, Magic and The Search for the Divine, McCarthy opens the doorway to a previously unknown earthy yet magical world of power, mystery and awe. Strong characters, humour and fast-paced action keep the reader interested throughout. The author’s painstaking research enables her to show us the authentic environment, flora, fauna and human diet extant in Druidic Ireland. “Forbidden Magic” is a book for children, grown-ups and Celtic Reconstructionists alike. A Druid is born.

Forbidden Magic: A Druid Born

Fremantle Press

ISBN: 978 1 863682 95 4

Audio interviews with the author: 13 minutes 41 minutes


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